Apparently, my mom tells me, that everyone  the Christmas sadness one time or two in their life.  For me, I always thought that that’s impossible.Christmas is my favorite. It is the holiday that I look forward to the most. But they’re right. the Christmas blues have hit me. I am officially experiencing Christmas stress. I can’t even bring myself to hang the flocked garland.

I don’t know what’s gotten into me. I am wiped out recently. I was supposed to get gifts for everyone this week but I just can’t seem to find the right kind of cheer I need.I always try to my best to have a cheerful demeanor because I believe that when you shop happy you buy gifts that make people happy. As if things couldn’t get any worse, mu husband Jim was talking to his boss who mentioned how much fun he had at last years dinner party so essentially invited himself.It must have slipped my husbands mind to tell me again yesterday. 

On top of everything else like the gifts I still have left to buy, and the Christmas stress I have going on, I still have a dinner party to get ready. I’d like to switch the toggle to turn myself into Superwoman. There’s nothing going on. I am overly tired. I hope I’m not coming down with the flu or something.  It’ll be a blow for the kids. They’re really expecting my usual upbeat self during Christmas season. I wouldn’t want to hamper their festive mood.

Ugh. I really, really don’t feel so good.  Excuse me…. WHAT!? I’m officially out of my Christmas stress. 

I just got the news that me and my husband are having a baby! Bring on the party! I guess the red garland might get hung this year.